Friday, September 17, 2010

我回来了,我走了。

因为上课的关系,我必须提早一个星期从我老家JB赶回KL。
这次会有点遗憾和依依不舍。不知道为什么,感觉很不好受。明明是跟以前一样,放假回去,之后就回来上课,但这种感觉倒是第一次。可能是因为终于感觉到了家庭,家人的真正重要性吧。而遗憾呢,就是我这个不孝子,回到家里那么多天,爸爸的忙倒是没帮上。唉~真地有时候很讨厌自己。明明是个儿子,但却没帮上老爸的忙。每天看他从早忙到晚,真的很替他担心。我却只坐在家里看电视。太荒唐了吧?老爸因为聘请了名新的员工,所以不想我做跟班。但他还是做到很晚。辛苦你了,老爸。这次的假期真地很不一样,我把多数的时间都给了家人,之后就到朋友啦。
说真的,我倒是第一次跟老妈单独吃早餐,感觉真地很不错。老妈怕我饿着似的,死命叫我叫东西吃。哈哈。谢啦,下次我请!我们两母子就这样在“豪友”吃了一个多小时的早餐。真地很开心。
不只如此,这次假期回去还遇到了她。真是好久不见,她过得真地很好。我也很为他感到高兴。真地很难得我们会出来见面,毕竟分隔两地,他在新加坡,我们在新山,所以能见面的次数真地很少。的却,当我看到她时真地吓到了。真是谢谢你给了我个惊喜,看见你真的很开心。我们还去唱K,喝茶,聊天到最后回家。那个熟惜的路口,公寓。哈哈~提起了我的回忆地说。我可是一点都没忘记呢!你在我心中的地位还是一样没变哦。祝你过得幸福。
人都回来了,也要开始自己该做的事情咯。开始再为将来努力!休息充电够了,是时候冲刺了!我来咯!

Monday, September 13, 2010

holiday day 1 and 2...

normally i m suppose to write my blog in mandarin. but this time,due to my home pc problem, i think write in english is better.

To Auntie
ok,lets talk abt my 1st holiday when i reach malacca. this is a... wat m i suppose to say... a complicated day that i hav. becos i go onli a place, but saw a lot of things in a time.
at 1st, my main purpose is to visit my auntie. she get sick then need to stay at hospital for treatment. she is suffer on breast cancer. is a very cruel illness that i know among all those disease. at the moment i look at my auntie,im shock. all of her hair become white, n few. is not able to get up becos of those pipes n needles that put on her hands n any where. but she stil ok n able to sit straight n chit chat to us. she is been there for weeks. heard from dad, on the 1st day when she get in, she feel very uncomfortable n pain. not able to eat well even go to toilet. == haiz~ my heart feel pain for her when i look at her. hers daughter n son always come n look after her, take care of everything. thats the 1st thing i saw. FILIAL. during the conversation, she said: "they loved me far more then i love them,becos of me they cant even sleep well at nite."she said it slowly but i know she is letting hers children had the hard time. and she dont like this kinda torture. but to me, taking care of our parent of cos is our main duty! no matter how tired we r, we mus take good care of them. they r doin their job. the time was HARI RAYA, so we can c a lot of malay ppl dress nicely n came n vicit their relative who r in the hospital. a nanny who is stay beside my auntie is being visit by her daughter. them keep accompany her all the time. i feel touch on their move. no matter who we r, the manner that we treat our elder is always the same. n we r the same. auntie cant eat those "solid" food. she jus can simply eat those porriege that r easy to chew. and that was bein cook by uncle. at the beginning she dont wanna eat becos she didnt get enough sleep. but after sis n bro told her to eat a bit, then she reli start to eat. she love me verymuch during the pass when i was a little kid. to my, is hard to take it. dont talk abt my mum. auntie u wil get well sooner or later. i know tat,everyone loves u know tat.

To Grandma,
she is not my real grandma. but is my best friends grandma. she treat us like the real family. our relationship jus like others elder n younger. i dont hav a grandma now, becos my grandma pass away when i was 10. so now i m very admire those ppl who had grandparents. my best friend, KIM, his sis is abt to open a new shop besides their family factory. they lack of man power on those preparation n tidy on stocks. tat day, we r gonna help them on preparing. our family relationship is good enough for tat. that was a good place wif full furnish, upstair is selling lights, downstair is selling those accesories. we feel glad for her. but when we go in, we c grandma standing at the front door. wif an injuroies on hers face. abt half of her face is balck. i was shock. i ask kim wats happenning, then i know she is knock by a motor. then the driver ran away. damn it! those bastards! n grandma s eyes get hurt during the accident. when i greeting to her, she says that i m affraid to c her becos of her ugly face? omg~ of cos not! my dear granny. i feel hard for u. she is happy to c me too. during the work time, grandma keep telling kim to sent her back home. but becos hers eyes stil havent fully recover yet, so they decide to let her stay. mayb go for clinic for another check up. but she insist wanna go back. finally, kim cant fight wif grandma. fetch her back. grandma take good care of urself yeah. i wil go n visit u often.

To Myself.
i jus simply wanna let my favourite on my blog.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

一切都到一段落。

经过漫长的奋斗岁月,终于结束了。

这场打了差不多两个星期的战争,在今天12点15分宣告完毕!全体会计部同学在此欢呼!

真地很辛苦呢.>< 连续两个星期苦读,对于我这个大懒虫到是初体验。 不过辛苦的值得!虽然知道自己的成绩不会很优异,但是我可是使劲浑身解数来应战了哦。 虽然大家都深受重伤,但至少都没辜负自己。 我本身最喜欢先苦后甜,所以呢~假期当然是最甜的啦!哈哈~终于能继续打球了。 对不起啦,球鞋,好久没动你了。明天就带你去走走。爽啦! 在温书的同时,还学到了不少东西地说。

知己知彼,百战百胜!

这是我所学到的最重要的东西。有时候真地要知道自己到底是怎样的人,从这个出发点来改善自己明显容易得多。而且成果证明一切,等成绩出炉后就知道自己的缺点曝露在哪里了。

每天都听senior说,advance不好读吖。

一直都不以为意,哪里知道。。。够够力!

看着吧!我的目标不会因为这样而降低!反而会升高!

奉劝那些有心而力不足的同学们,加把劲吧!

了解自己,改善自己,超越自己!



放假咯!^^

Saturday, September 4, 2010

终于。。。

还剩一张科目!我就能回去看我亲爱的父母们啦!
这段时间真地是辛苦你了。老爸~
你儿子我啊~每天都在为了不让交了的学费浪费而努力呢。><
朋友都说我样子都有点不好,白发也多了。(只是一点点)
哈哈~3科就能把我折磨成这样,看来下个学期有更早做准备才行。
别人读书,我也读书。怎么我就读成这个样子? 累到~
不过还好目标是永远放在前面的,所以就不会缺乏动力。
方法对于每个人,他们有他们的见解。
我呢,就可能是从报纸上学来的吧。^^
我的师傅可是著名的爱迪生哦!
看了他的文章,真的让我搞明白了自己该做什么,用什么方法,心态来做。
我以前真地太小孩子了。少壮不努力,老大徒伤悲。 这是老爸一直警惕我的话。
在此宣布:蔡家夫妇注意!蔡家夫妇注意!请你们在advance时再到学院来。
我不会让你失望的。^^ 加油吧!

朋友篇
其实,我周遭有很多事情发生在身边的朋友群里。说真地,每个人的想法是不同的。
人就会用个人的判断思考去决定,计划他们将来要做的事。
或许是我想法肤浅,所以觉得该做的事情应该专著在目前的-学业。很多人说自己以后要成为伟人,名人,和有钱人。但是他们的行为举止都让我觉得不太对。不知道为什么,我不是倒吃干醋,只是觉得身为朋友,应不应该提醒下他们?很多都是因为尝到了好处,所以他们的视线已经被名誉憧憬所掩盖。导致他们看不清楚方向。唉~有的发展固然是好。但是总觉得搞清楚自己是谁,该做的是什么,我觉得才是最重要的。想要成为伟人,达成目标的同时,是否应该先看清楚你做好准备了没?是时候了没?俗语说,凡是讲求天时,地利,人和。朋友吖~希望你早日从迷惘里解脱吧。